My Citrus Story Dongning Zhang
As if they are now, and later they shall be.
From one culture to another, there are many differences – some obvious and others more nuanced. When I came to the United States to attend college, my reticence to speak was viewed by some as a cultural difference. To be sure there were a lot of people like me in high school in China who were quiet; the Chinese culture emphasizes modesty and humility. However, my inclination to be withdrawn was more than cultural; I was genuinely shy. When I was told after graduating from high school that I would have an opportunity to study in California, I was anxious, wondering if I could succeed in a place where everyone appeared confident and at ease.
Entering Citrus College proved to be a challenge on many fronts. While I grasped the concepts quickly, my ability to explain the process of solving chemistry problems lagged. I suppose I could have blamed my problems on the fact that English was my second language, but my real dilemma was rooted in shyness. When I noticed that there were other students who had overcome their timidity, I realized I could as well. With the encouragement and help of professors, staff, and friends, I simply kept trying – and I didn’t allow myself to hide in my comfort zone. In time, I became confident and more outspoken. After realizing that my communication skills were not as bad as I thought, I prospered. I began to tutor other students in chemistry, biology, and mathematics. I even became a tutor for English 101. Eventually, I became a Citrus Science, Technology, Engineering and Mathematics (STEM) Program Supplemental Instruction leader for Biology 105.
After two wonderful years at Citrus College, I transferred to the University of California, Los Angeles to complete my bachelor’s degree in mathematics/applied science. The irony is that if my high school friends could see me now – a confident student who even swims with the UCLA swim club and presents proofs in upper division mathematics classes – they wouldn’t recognize me; their memories are of a quiet girl who never raised her hand in class.
Citrus College changed me profoundly and thoroughly, and I will always remember the kind people who stepped up and helped me.
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